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Oh and I'm 25 now. I can't even keep up my diary like I hoped I would so how can I expect myself to be the person I need to be for her. I know what I need to do but why can't I do it. I get so frustrated with myself basically all the time. I do the stupid shit that doesn't matter and won't mean anything if I don't get some of this other stuff done. Studying for the GRE and writing my Letter of Intent is a lot more important than surfing the web looking at crap. I'm tired of it and I don't know what to do. She's coming to pick me up so we can go to VA for turkey. Hopefully I can start here. |