how am I supposed to know what love is?

my first love I took for granted and threw it away for another. she loved me and I never realized it. maybe I was the same.

my next love loved me more than I could imagine and more than I thought possible. but she ended it rather suddenly. I was broken. I didn't ask for their love but I took it and recieved it with all my heart.

now tell me, what am I supposed to do when this happens again? well I'll tell you, I will love her and wonder how she could love me. our past is a part of us, but it does not rule us.